Stop . Go . Stop . Go

I . Realised , maybe I'm just not good enough for you.

" Today you said you love & miss me , I felt secure .

( Trust )
Tomorrow you leave me alone , I felt scared .
( Un-sure )
Yestd you said you only want me , I felt glad .
( Trust )
Next Day you seems different , I felt scared .
( Un-sure ) "

The First Time I questioned myself ,
" Why am I always repeating myself I wna leave but I nvr once

but I can ditch anybody off just liddat . "

Now , I got my answer :
" Cos you're ( insert your name ) . They aren't .

From the past til now ,

From stranger til this far.

The first time I felt not safe when I know only youre there til

I felt safe when I know you're there .
And cos you care about me in your way

cos you talk to me in your manner 

cos you act like you dont care but actually you do

cos you always check on me 

cos you will be there to wait for me til I end lesson with complaints

cos you're you! 

& cos I just wna be yours . 

It's so different when it's others doing this ,

I dont need any guys to do this cos it's not you . "

- - - 

How about you ....

Do you feel good when Im in other guys hand?

Do you like me with other guys?

Do you want me to be there?

Do you miss the ' us '?

Do you miss me?

The Last Question : Do You Want Me or Want Me To Leave?

You can fill up the answer in your heart.

If you wna keep your anwer you can.

If you dont wna keep it you can show it.

- Your Nicks , I dont know who you're talking about

but if you really like that her just go for it if you tried and failed

dont be too upset cos at least you tried .

If you're talking about me , I have nvr left , Im still ard for you...

even if I sound different , even if I ( anything you can think about ) 

Im still around for you to fall back on. 

 " You have never been a spare to me ,

You have never been compared . "
Now , have you understand already ?

I wont Lie , Dont Lie .