我舍不得还是放开了，因为这样会比较好.
I learned something from a friend of mine,
He told me a story about himself & Im going to type it out ; There it goes ....
" When he was like my age 17-18 ard there he was a rebellious child , he bet on soccers , he stop studying , he went drinking , got himself tattoos , home late , flirt around with girls , mix with the wrong company , got into cases and stuff but he got himself a very sweet girlf and they were tgt for about 2-3yrs but they broke up ( why? - it's not bcos she flirt ard , it's my friend who flirt ard and always bring up breaking up to that girl when she start a quarrel and he'l ignore her and despite all this the girl stil luv him very much even though he flirts ard and the girl will always make time out for him accompany him ard till late nights ton stuff liddat but he din't appreciate it , till one day this girl finds out stuff and the guy threat to break , she finally couldnt take it and grant my friend his 'wish' of breaking up that badly. ) after that girl left she told him this " you will regert that I leave you , maybe not now but nxt time cos I treat you so nicely I luv you so much I endure with all those nonsense you did but you nvr once reflected on yourself Im always there for you let you scold even, and I know you can nvr find somebody like me she emphasis on the 'I can do everything more than other girls who luv you' . " despite this heartbreaking sentence he still thinks he's that great and continued he just said " you think I cant find another girl who is better then you , everywhere on the street , you think I need you? + vuglarities " they ended this conv and my friend went on to army , now , after years , he told me recently he heard some news about her and he missed her he even cried bcos of her and he still rmb the sentence she told him and tell me how nice she used to be and how badly he wants her to have a happy life now , he nvr intend to chase her back cos he said he left her he made her sad he's a bastard and he realised he's wrong and he thinks it's too late cos she has a boyf now , and he's loving+missing her silently and he finally thinks that she's right he shld have treasure her ..............."
maybe you'll find all those lies to
cover up your feeling
but you definitely couldnt hide the
misses towards that him/her.
and I used to hate to let go but now
Finally , I can say BYE.(:
