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Bed Time Story Part I *

2011-01-11T01:53:00.009+08:00

Windy Windy Cold Cold Night :D

" haish I wna slp alrdy cos very tired !"

Anw tday O's student get their result back Im glad some of my friends made it to poly & not very glad for some who dint :( ! & laopo dint make it but nvm at least you tried your best & I hope you can get in a school asap bfore all the registration stop !
& see'ya real soon oh karenlai(L)

Wah I just realise , why is all my friend clubbing that often! :D

or is just that I slow now then know ^^ hahahahahah ~

Pearlyn want *Hug Hug* ^^ it's so cold & lonely tonight. Gotta tuck into my blankets & sleeeeeep alrdy!

* Gooodnight Oh! *

* First Post Of 2011 *

2011-01-05T15:35:00.007+08:00

Hello J'ello Yello ^^

How's Your 2011 ?

Wish you Luck Wish you Health Wish you Luv ~

- - -

Back to blog after afew days as Im kinda lazy ( as usual )

Ewww my eye is infected :O eyelid allergy ! - I wna get well soon oh eyelid :D

Anw , tday is Wed , Wed means Ladies Night means C.L.U.B ~

but Im not going :D :D :D :D Enjoy your night lovely ~

Oh yea, by nxt wk all my friends will be starting school again means they will have lesser time for me means Im gonna rot sia :'( nvm I shld be a little more hardworking riao go find a part time job to kill away my time if not I will grow spiderweb le bah ^^! & April starting school dk the school will take me anot :( stil must interview so high standard I hope they'll take me in , go pray pray & daddy say I must act as if I very pro liddat I hope I wont make a fool outta myself :D I must get into early childhood edu!

I'll blog tonight~!

Last Day of 2010.

2010-12-31T04:45:00.001+08:00

Put the things of 2010 to 2010

Start a new & leave everything behind~*
Just got my new year resolution done! ^^

1st - I must get thru th Interview of the course I wna take!

2nd - I must must must must learn how to save money !!
3rd - Get a goodguy and stable down ( hmms? IF i can )

This shld be all ~ So now what's your New Year Resolution?
Weeeeeets it's my last post of 2010 ~*
Anw Time For Bed It's Going 5am!
*NIGHTS*

2010-12-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

:D:D:D:D

Christmas is coming to town ~
Imma happy girl. Daddy bday on Christmas!
But Im sick now :'( my flu is getting worst FCUK ....
( Pearlyn wna get well sooon ^^ )
More Medicine ~ ? :(

2010-12-17T05:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BDAY
KAREN LAI LAOPO ♥ ~ !

Went down to PH on wed (:

then geylang for supper ~
I dint know until wed night when your friend
told me that (L)!
Silly You.

Hey Partaye Boy ,

2010-12-12T03:00:00.002+08:00

So coincidence in meeting him each time.

Fate is likea game ,
only selected pple can participate in certain pple's game.

:) I hope you'll not lose on my plate of game

cos you're alrdy moving towards the goal .......

That " I ♥ U " frm you I just realise 'Luv can be so beautiful' .

SMILE SMILE SMILE ! Misses toooo :b

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Yup anw , tmr gonna pass Karen soft toy for my god-son ( baby dylan )
and it's likea whole bag , damn me starting to wonder (: how did I even keep all that for some period of time.

and gotta take my things back from cho :)

and it's time for me to get my facial wash & mask alrdy tmr tmr!

and needa alter my jeans too cos too long alrdy :o so ma fan ~

and im sick :( my nose keep bleeding and having a slight fever thou

intended to club tnight but I think I shld stay at home

so guys be at rebel , zoukout , ph , butterfac , have fun :D !

I'll join you guys nxt wk thou I guess ? :x

" You may be worth my fight once ,

but Im not gonna fight forever ."

Kay time to head for my bed alrdy :)

Hellooooooo :>!

2010-12-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

Wheeeees :) PH PH PH ~

dk why Im heading to the club that often now
but it's fun , but fun depends on who you go with :D
I used to say I dont club but now maybe not

but im definitely not gonna head down every wk !

I wna go rebel , zirca , phuture & zouk soooooon oh ((:

Going Queensway to eat my Lunch with min & weedy :))
BYEBYE (L) !

Sometimes you forget how to cherish

but when you realise you need to maybe

it's gone but if you try it will come back .

2010-12-01T01:42:00.003+08:00

Untitled .

2010-11-18T03:16:00.001+08:00

Im suppose to be in bed now & get my butt up on 6am ._.

but I just couldnt get to slp and im chatting on msn ~ Sigh

SUPER DUPER HUNGRY NOWWWWW!

& I dont know why & everybody hate it when I hide things ._.

I luv hiding things to myself :/ and I tend to swallow it back down

and thats it , I hide my sorrows and pretend Im fine , Idk why!

Sometimes I feel like saying but after afew thoughts I will go

" aiya nvm then carry on "

Time for bed , Im flying tmr morning!

- Imy , Imy , Imy :(

2010-11-18T02:52:00.003+08:00

相爱是两个人美好的旅行
泪水和笑声都是美好的回忆
分手是两个人各自的修行
伤心时旅行逆着风前进
放手是因为我真的爱过你

Hi my new Bangs !

2010-11-13T17:35:00.001+08:00

Bfore & After of my Bangs !
:) and I dont wna go out anymore ~
Anw kinda lazy to blog recently ,
Im going to Thai On This Coming Thursday 18th!
* BYE BLOG *

2010-11-02T01:20:00.001+08:00

" Thats exactly how Im feeling right now. "
I shld head to bed now!

我看起来很坚强因为我都在逞强,

2010-10-31T17:36:00.002+08:00

如果遇见更好的一定要坚强勇敢的珍惜，

我要离开了因为你爱的那个是别的 " 她 "。

我知道了，哭过了，了解了也因该离开了。

你开心就好..........

I plucked up my courage , I told you how I felt ,

You gave me no answer , Silent was all I got back ,

I was afraid back then , I gave you 15mins to cherish ,

You remain silent ,

I said I'll leave , I will ,

I made a mistake ,

I thought you care , But you dont ,

I thought you werent gonna leave me , But you did ,

I thought everybody was lying to me about your character , I was wrong ,

I was all so wrong about You.

Now I know , why everybody tried to make me stay away.

& I can tell you this :

" all along the person whom I like is you and I really like you ,

and Yes is you , I had a boyf but I have nvr like him bfore

I only like you and Yes I talked to other guys I know my limits

I always scare them away after afew days cos I only want you.

Yes I always provoke you but why cos I care

and I wna care more thats why Im kpo.

and to be honest , the answer why I always nvr contact you first

is bcos : I know when you wna talk to me you will look for me first

and I dint wna be a pest to you nor to disturb you so I always kept silent.

and idk whether will you regret letting me go but I can tell you this

you will definitely miss me one day & I just love you no matter how you're

your flaws your weakness your stubborn your temper basically everything

and you can nvr find another girl who'll love you this much , maybe Im wrong

but you're the first I put my whole heart in even though we aren't a couple bfore .

and I dont care whether who you like or who you are wooing ,

I just wna tell you this thats all "

._.

Prawningzxs!

2010-10-30T18:52:00.001+08:00

Yestd ,
woke up @ 10am !
Karen came over to my hse after her exams
then went to tiong she went home & me to AMK
Look for Jas Wl Derrick then to PRAWN PRAWN PRAWN :b
Aaron came over after school .
Then Mac for supper then home home home ((:
Going Karen Hse To Celebrate Halloween Later! ~
Some Of Yestd Photos! :

TA-DA FOTOS!

Surprise for Trick or Treat ;

2010-10-29T14:26:00.003+08:00

Halloooweeeeeeeeeen Night !

Hope you guys like it ltr :)
and theres a lil note inside it too.

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Listen To Me；

2010-10-25T02:40:00.002+08:00

Will you look for me when I disappear?
( If I start to matter to you , tell me , cos I'll tell you too. )

Please dont let go if you still want it ,

dont walk away , stay on and fight you'll win eventually!

( Iwontleavewithothers cos theyain'tyou. )

& I would prefer you to say something ,

cos at least words can wound , wound can heal .

" I wont forget you , so can you dont be a part of my past. "

You are the Only thing that matters.

You!

2010-10-24T04:45:00.001+08:00

你知道每当你开始沉默的时候，我都会比你更难过.

If you dont intend to Stay then

dont Come cos when you Leave I'll be the One Suffering Alone.

如果你爱我那就用一颗真心爱我

对我来说就是最珍贵的感动，

因为爱你我从不后悔也不要求回报。

" I dont care what other say , I just like you even if you dont . "

* Nights! *

My Belated 18th W/Them 22/10!

2010-10-24T02:38:00.000+08:00

Photo's not in order :)

( This is Karen Laopo^^ )

( This is wl & tw )

( this is us lols )

( my cake eh ^^ )

( ........... -.- )

( This is Karen & Mini & me )

( 3 person is missing siol )

( ewww they are singing bday song for me
and everybody in that Pub wish me happy bday ^^)

( Derek , Tw ,Can you believe he got baby alrdy ^^)
and the baby is cute omg 7month alrdy if im not wrong.

( This is xiao low :b Jas )

( This is Kenneth ^^ my Pri 1 classmate )

( Derrickkk Jasss Kennneth )

Thanks guys , I have fun :)

& brief update on Yestd .
went sentosa earlier then went home
then pub @ night ( so coincidence ChengSiong was there )

then safra for Poolzxs !

Thanks for all the wishes ah :) and keep shake my hand

eat my ' tou fu si bo ' ^^ hahaha ~

My Happy 18th !

Im glad & Im sad .

2010-10-22T02:45:00.004+08:00

Woah my Hello Kitty Bday Cake :)

Thanks mummy ~
& the Liew cute cute ( thanks gor ) lol !

Went out to temple in the nooon
& dinner at night with my family :)

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Off to L4D2 with gor :O

I feel so sick now -.- VOMITS!
& cool man My dad got me a cam since Secondary School &
I dint know it's a Poloroid cam I thought it's just a ' instax mini fuljifilm '
& it will auto wash picture instantly nothing cool about it &

fcuk man I just realise it's a good thing I think i'm kinda slow!

wait for a few days I'll update more ~ (:

*BYE !*
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" you can wish everybody happy bday either on time or not on time
but not me , you rather notice/talk to others and wish them
rather then me WHY! or you dont even rmb it's my bday!
and I wonder do you even know it's my BDAY! am I just an xtra to you?
I felt pain asking for a happy bday from you , im a bitch fcuking thick skin.
and do you know all that Im talking about is YOU! even if you felt confused
or unsure , let me double confirm you , I have nvr felt confused maybe unsure
but now I know I have nvr regretted loving you even if I will get back nthing. "

Finally Im 18 .

2010-10-21T00:43:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :) !

- Thanks for all the wishes .

2010-10-20T16:53:00.001+08:00

Can I tell you ' I dont wna lose you cos I love you ' .

2010-10-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

" Sometimes we can't see the other side
cos it's too well hidden
for the naked eye. "

Double Click .

2010-10-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

Hey , You .

I miss you , do you miss me ?

& I really mean it ................

:( if only Im brave enuff to pluck up my courage and tell you

I love you and I want you and I want to be yours .

I dont need your valuable

I dont need your 24hrs

I dont need your attention

I dont need your everyday

I just need your warmth hand & your truthful heart....

:( Can you hear me? ):

IM SLPING EARLY TONIGHT !

expect the unexpected ?

2010-10-16T03:27:00.000+08:00

Hey , I realised I got a new talent now thats denying !

If I never reply msges mean Im not gonna reply you anymore,

so dont call me or ask me why dint I reply

Firstly I'll say , you got msg me meh?

Secondly I'll say , I got reply ah you go double check.

Thirdly I'll say , I busy eh bye (:

+ dont expect me to auto msg seriously , cos I wont (:

LOL Im liddat cos Im unfriendly tyvm.

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" 要你尝尽了苦悲 , 犯错后悔 , 才懂真情可贵 . "

Likea different me tday.

2010-10-15T10:52:00.001+08:00

Hello , I finally decided to blog (:

Wah Im early today I woke up @ 8 am , wen say not my style lol naise! ^^ but I think it's kinda healthy (Y) so thumbs up for me but damn i'm sick again why ah -.- sore throat & fever but after yestd eating med & slping early I felt much better alrdy . After eating breakfast I felt bored :( I think I can go back to sleep soon if not I can only rot til late afternoon . Oh yeap , meeting caien later , celebrate her very xtreme belated bday (: & met meiling yestd , went to vivo accompany her to fix her fone THEN to get afew presentsssss , I have been spending likea alot recently imm gonna go broke soon bfore my bday :O & nxt thursday is my bday likea finally man but dont know why I dont feel xcited and why is everybody asking me where Im going on my bday -.- then I reply : at home nor then they will say really meh then I wil go cannot MEH?! why bday cannot stay at home one meh? :D and im really staying home nah (: pathetic me ): Oh anw , I'll be back to update tonight , stay tune.

" If a guy wants to leave , you can never hold him back

( He'll walk to another girl )

If a guy wants to stay , you can never push him away

( He'll be sure that he wants you )

If a guy love you , he'll never push you far away

( He'll be the One who you know He'll be there )

If a guy dont love you he'll chase you away .....

( He'll do all his ways to make you feel he's a bad guy ) "

So , You're Which Guy ?

Bye Blog!

2010-10-13T12:41:00.000+08:00

Going Out With Jiaxin Later (:
byebye! gonna go prepare soon. TVTVTV first!

Stop . Go . Stop . Go

2010-10-11T01:52:00.002+08:00

I . Realised , maybe I'm just not good enough for you.

" Today you said you love & miss me , I felt secure .

( Trust )
Tomorrow you leave me alone , I felt scared .
( Un-sure )
Yestd you said you only want me , I felt glad .
( Trust )
Next Day you seems different , I felt scared .
( Un-sure ) "

The First Time I questioned myself ,
" Why am I always repeating myself I wna leave but I nvr once

but I can ditch anybody off just liddat . "

Now , I got my answer :
" Cos you're ( insert your name ) . They aren't .

From the past til now ,

From stranger til this far.

The first time I felt not safe when I know only youre there til

I felt safe when I know you're there .
And cos you care about me in your way

cos you talk to me in your manner

cos you act like you dont care but actually you do

cos you always check on me

cos you will be there to wait for me til I end lesson with complaints

cos you're you!

& cos I just wna be yours .

It's so different when it's others doing this ,

I dont need any guys to do this cos it's not you . "

- - -

How about you ....

Do you feel good when Im in other guys hand?

Do you like me with other guys?

Do you want me to be there?

Do you miss the ' us '?

Do you miss me?

The Last Question : Do You Want Me or Want Me To Leave?

You can fill up the answer in your heart.

If you wna keep your anwer you can.

If you dont wna keep it you can show it.

- Your Nicks , I dont know who you're talking about

but if you really like that her just go for it if you tried and failed

dont be too upset cos at least you tried .

If you're talking about me , I have nvr left , Im still ard for you...

even if I sound different , even if I ( anything you can think about )

Im still around for you to fall back on.

" You have never been a spare to me ,

You have never been compared . "
Now , have you understand already ?

I wont Lie , Dont Lie .

Yestd ,

2010-10-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

Happy 20TH Bday Gor! :D

Went out to Celebrate @ 6pm

with my family except my father :( he's busy! but nvm gor !

Heeren for dinner- Plaza Sing to collect cake - ECP to cut his cake .
Lastly , Home! Anw , can tell you very enjoy :D ! Haa~

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After I reached went to bath & prepare to head out again :)
Clarke Quay ( Cosy Pub ) meet wen berlin & their friends there.....

Drink drank and Im not drunk :D Lastly , cabbed home @ 4am!

Thats all for yestd night (:
GOOODBYE BLOG!

9.10.1990

2010-10-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

GOR BDAY FINALLY , I HAVE BEEN STAYING WITH
HIM FOR 20 YEARS ALRDY SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN~!

I think the 3rd person who I see after im born is my Bro LOL :b

:D Celebrating with him tmr ~

Hope you'll enjoy & like your present tmr.

Time for bed I wna look nice tmr ~

*(L) GOODNIGHT!*

Feee-Veeeer-Rishhhh :(

2010-10-07T06:18:00.008+08:00

Out with Wennie Today ,

met her @ 7pm bugis .........

She got me the Capsule Cinnamon Watch + Bobdog Sweets ^^

( Hers : White & Yellow . Mine : Purple & Green )

:D Wear it for the day after we got it !

& Wennie rmb your promise urh wear it to school too.

Shop ard I got myself a Top Bottom Fake-Eyelash Belt ,

then went to Coffee Bean then home .

I look awful in pict today .........

deleted alot and wen said " tday is my first time seeing you look so tired + sad. "

): sigh , I just couldnt smile :( I felt so bad inside :( EWWWWW!

Yestd , had a fever & it went ' high ' in the early morning & felt damn uncomfortable cant sleep the whole night , eye feels like as if it's burning , and I felt super giddy , damn :( had med & felt much better.

Now , I felt somehow alright , but I .......... Sigh!

PEARLYN 今天不开心，你知道吗 ):

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Meeting Jiaxin later @ 1pm later.

I think I can wake up? Im going to rest now .

* Bed Bed Bed *

When wound reopen scar shows again ,

2010-10-06T04:22:00.001+08:00

" I , miss you , yestd , today , now.... "

Can you tell me whats wrong with us ? ): ): ):

-What guys should know about girls :

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she’s scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don’t let her have the last word.
#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
#36 Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it’s stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
#40 Let her know she’s important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

*GOODNIGHT !*

Hello Good Morning!

2010-10-05T08:48:00.001+08:00

:D Slept damn early yestd night ~

I feel Healthy Now but I felt Feverish th whole of yestd & now......

& the damn thing yestd was I played dk how many rounds of

L4D2 with gor til I feel like vomiting! 1 round of Dota I zitao cmi -.-

woke up ard 7 ` msn - facebook - msn - facebook :(

Meeting Karen ltr , kinda hope her lesson end earlier :O im bored !

i'll be home by 8pm cos i wna watch tvvvvv ~

" You Shine The Shinnest Among All. "

* Be Right Back , Home *

Tday morning is windy ,

2010-10-04T09:33:00.003+08:00

When im not around to accompany ,

what do you normally do ?

will you wait for me to get back.........

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

♥

' WOW! I haven slp yet , it's 9 in th mornin alrdy.

it seems like it's gonna rain soon ~

the wind is blowing towards my direction (:

I think I shld head to bed now?

Oh , dk why I keep gettin' disconnected when I sign in to MSN :(

& I wonder who reads my blog sia hahahah dont care just post only :b

URH YEAP , Nearly forgot this !

It rain heavily on Sat night & I was totally drench.

The heavy rain added on with loud thunder & lightning despite that

Ca accompanied me , we played in th rain , I felt much better after that...

& I think Im sick now! :'O

AAHHHH feel like eating ice-cream now :D

Mornin My Blog !

2010-10-02T05:01:00.013+08:00

As for Today , as Usual ,

imma staying at home (:

Idk whats wrong with me seriously ....

Firstly , I hate to go out now (I hate sun & hot weather!)

Secondly , Just no mood for anything ._.

Thirdly , Imma just damn awaiting for my thai trip on Nov!!

Fourth , having a flu + stomaches + slight fever , Fcuk siol :(

Fifth , .....................!

Sixth ,

IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT ._.

IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT :'O
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT :'(
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT :'3
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT :'l
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT !!! D':
OH SHIT IMY :'( UTTERLY BAD TODAY
WHATS WRONG WITH ME ARGHHH .....

Update Again Tmr ...

Proof me wrong?

2010-10-01T05:30:00.003+08:00

( Found this random foto in my fb )

FB Quiz - Check out who is your Perfect Match?

For Pearlyn L'ly who have zodiac Libra, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners:Gemini, Aquarius
Nearly Perfect Partners:Leo, Sagittarius
Like Minded Souls:Libra
Opposites Youre Attracted To:Taurus, Pisces
Learn From Your Differences:Virgo, Scorpio
Not Your Destiny:Cancer, Capricorn
Astrological Hell:Aries
( Who's Gemini Or Aquarius? Starting from tday I'l find a Gemini/Aquarius boyf )

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Did You Lie To'me Again ?
Imma feeling awfully lousy & super sensitive now Idk why!
Whats wrong with me , I am not your who then I react this way.
I'm stupid :)(: Anw Yes , it's you imma talking about.

Shld I believe or not believe? ._. Tell me how! Tell me why!
And Fcuk , I cried like not again :/ Hate it really hate it.
ISIT REAL ANOT , FCUK LAH :(
actually I wanted to ask you but I guess forget it , I dont wna be an extra.
& I hate it when I heard something about you but from not you.
" am I a sub , a sub a sub a sub a sub ? "
but it's ohkay I guess , I am just not right for you in anyway bah.
Lastly i guess she's really your type of girl , thats why you luv her .......
Must treat her well (:

- I give up seriously surrender ,
I think you found your luv & it's tiring it's really awfully tiring ,
I dont wna follow behind your tracks anymore
I walked thru for a long time already , I found out alot too much to take in,
now I couldnt catch up with you anymore
I think I shld start to balance & walk on my own now
but dont worry if you need a place to rest ,
I'll be there to accompany but not for long cos you needa go , go without me....
dont feel irritated & I think you will feel like scolding me now!
but this is the last time so bear with me , sorry and thanks.

* Time For Bed! *

Sleepless Night :O

2010-09-27T06:48:00.001+08:00

( Sudden urge - feel like snipping off my hair! Shld I? )

& I have been eating mac like everyday seriously ._.

Breakfast Lunch Dinner Supper ~ omfg :O Felt like Vomiting alrdy!

Lastly , my pimple :( Beyond cure + control ~ ):

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When you understand nothin' ?

I tried to keep a smile to keep away from cries....

Can your words be trusted ? ._.

I felt so insecure :(

Oh anw ;

1stly when did I have a boyf?

2ndly when did I bcome a lesbian?

3rdly when did I bcome a mum?

Sigh , Bye Blog !

2010-09-23T04:35:00.002+08:00

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:'(

2010-09-22T04:48:00.011+08:00

" 我好想你可是你好像很爱别的她？
我想她一定很好所以你很爱她。
我累了，我要离开了 ,你知道吗？
放弃是另外一种爱...... "

Happpppppy Bday Jas! 16+2 Alrdy urh ~

2010-09-22T03:01:00.002+08:00

Epic failed-.-'

I wanted to bbq for them but ....

it went chao-ta ~ :x I will train harder th nxt time round~

The Giant Pokyyy is Yummy (:

No Cakes but yet ........ (: Happpy bday (L)

First Attempt Failed :x
Second Attempt :D !

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Thats all , photos in my fb (:
Bye nights blog !

No title just Random post ~

2010-09-21T04:45:00.006+08:00

Oh yeap , I tried gor's new photoshop edition , it's more cool than th previous series urh , but still imma not gonna edit my fotos unless it's necessary! Anw if you edit your foto's using photoshop you can try out alot of new spec and it's quite awesome if you know how to use it , so learn it if you like it (:

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Seriously what wrong with me huh?

actually imma trying to take a short nap just now then TV but ._. I fell aslp & everytime also liddat + whenever I wake up I cant get back to slp anymore then i'll feel xtremely hungry :( and I alrdy so fat tsk! Mac? Seriously slap me -.-' ahh I feel like eating pizza sia or chicken wings :D !

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Jas chalet' yestd. Happy 18th Belated Bday Sweetaye(:

Me & weeleng were damn late cos of me so he keeps on nagging & give me lan jiao bin lol (y) when we reach I still wna go buy drinks and I walk damn slow, ohkay I know STFU , then yeap epic , went to bbq & stuff then very good the most mermorable thing is guys nxt door are -.- when all th guys went off to buy things left me & jas bbq-ing then they tried to attract my attention by creating sounds & stuff , then when the guys came back they stop then whenever I go out to throw rubbish and stuff they said " hi " oh so friendly -.- then I walked away I dont understand why stupid or dumb eh what century liao & the best thing from weeleng kenneth hockzhen chungaik all gang pop th party poper at me non-stop and keep surround me scare me with it and among the girls is just me who tio so not fair lah 1 vs 4 how can lols (: then breakfast @ Mac saw Louis then I went home first thing in the morning & my dad is damn -.- fcukup.

- Sweetaye dont cry see you cry I also heartpain (L)'chu !

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The date today is xactly my bday date but 1 month ltr

& 1 month before my bday imma screwed -'- as said by CA ty ah!

Tday is Mooncake Festival meh?!

2010-09-20T23:57:00.001+08:00

Which one is nicer?

The one with purple or just white ...

Feel like gettin' it :))

( GOOODNIGHT , GOING TO NAP ALRDY )

2010-09-17T21:34:00.001+08:00

Beautiful Monster !

2010-09-17T05:40:00.006+08:00

Oh Hello you replied me ah
Anw You , Have Fun Just Now?

anw thanks for scolding me a dumb bitch cos ;

You called me a dumb bitch ,

a bitch is a dog , dog bark ,

bark is on the tree , tree is nature ,

nature is beautiful so thanks for the compliment (Y)(Y)(Y)

Stay tuneeeeeee ~

" dont take me for granted ,
I'll not always be there... "

Eminem - Not afraid

& yeayea nearly forgot !
Yestd I heard this from my friend.
" you think you now very zai sibo "
inside joke (Y) Laugh my fcuking ass out :D

2010-09-16T21:57:00.001+08:00

Tell me you're unhappy bcos im bothering you ,

Tell me you like others , Tell me you hate me
I'll definitely set you free , I'll leave you ASAP , I promise.

& do you know the best thing from you each time is
saying nth and make me felt so heartbroken

Im so afraid of gettin' hurt now!

maybe you thought this is the best way for me , but seriously no!

Im tired alrdy I dont wna play this kinda game anym , bye ._.

& definitely you'll know imma talking about you but 1 word , SO?
At least Im not afraid of admitting.......

Slap me , seriously.

2010-09-16T06:34:00.000+08:00

" Nobody could ever make you smile

for no apparent reason ,
execpt for the person who's on your mind right now."

So , the one on your mind is ..........

Good Evening Blog !

2010-09-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

:) Heeello Heeeeellooooo ~

Is anybody exactly reading my blog (?) I wonder , aiya nvm!

Ohhh dinner time ; I'll be back to blog later on ~

Wait awhile eh ;

Wish upon a star ,

2010-09-12T06:38:00.004+08:00

Fcuk Im dying soon , I think ?

I cant sleep at night , felt restless in the noon after I wake up.

:'( what's happening to me ah? I needa slp early and wake up early!

NOT LIKE THIS ~ :'( and its going 7am now and I dont feel tired at all....

I needa change :'O BYE BLOG ~

愛してる　、

2010-09-10T05:13:00.003+08:00

" Pearlyn in Jap - ぺあｒｌｙん

Pearlyn in Thai - ยำฟพสัื

Pearlyn in Korean - ㅔㄷㅁ기ㅛㅜ "

kay im just feeling kinda bored and lame :) !

& I cant slp :( I cant slp :'( I really cant slp :( why huh why huh ~

I, dk why , Im being reminded of th past , suddenly :/ maybe to bored alrdy .....

How i wish you were stil here teasing me ,

How i wish you could kiss my cheeks again,

How i wish you could tickle me,

How i wish you could tease me ,

How i wish you could laugh at my stupid act,

How i wish you could carry my bag for me,

How i wish you could laugh with me,

How i wish you would notice me again ,

How i wish we were the same as bfore,

How i wish you would ask me whether i love you anot again,

How i wish you would ask me whether i miss you anot,

How i wish you would call me now and then,

How i wish you would miss me again,

How i wish you would stick to me again,

How i wish you were there when i needed you,

How i wish you were the you i knew once .........

Shit me for missing all this , right? (: I know!

This song is nice , 愛上你-by2

my awesome fone just broke down

2010-09-09T17:49:00.001+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeee!

ohkay very-berry good , my fone spoil -.-

I think it's bcos I nvr give up letting it drop on the floor ACCIDENT HOR! You know sometimes accident occur unexpectedly lmao :D so now I cant msg lo (Y) can only answer calls (Y) but it kept on shutting off itself ~ ohkay forget it , i'll send it for service nxt wk :O lazy me!

AIYA , VERY HUNGRY NAO ~

& seems like its gonna rain soon , goood eh I like !

i'll be right back to blog again , tonight ~ BYE (:

Yawning the whole damn day !

2010-09-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

" 我很坚强 , 因为我在逞强。"

yestd went to safra for pool ._.

dint really play , after that went home....

And I felt so moody the whole night yestd :'( !

and mummy brought sakae-sushi for dinner tonight ~ :D

I saw somebody last-night!
Your friend , are you guys tgt?
._.

what's on my mind?

2010-09-01T17:44:00.002+08:00

Ha-loh My Blog , it's 530pm now im hungry now :'O

haven eaten anything since I woke up at 4pm & imma craving for potatoes wedges :'( shitaye me!

" "

As for yestd night , it's likea WOW & pls dont get the wrong ideal cos I dont club.

I was home the whole night (: & I shldn't elaborate more on what happen....

Aiya , whatever I hungry alrdy , where foood , where you !

I'l be back to blog and online after I ,

eat full full , bath smell nice nice , happy happy.

HAHAHAHHAHA! (Y)

; ngoh-ho-xiong-leh-ah! <':

(Figure out it's a dialect. If you understand this..)

Thanks for the mermories ,

2010-08-30T03:43:00.009+08:00

我舍不得还是放开了，因为这样会比较好.

I learned something from a friend of mine,

He told me a story about himself & Im going to type it out ; There it goes ....

" When he was like my age 17-18 ard there he was a rebellious child , he bet on soccers , he stop studying , he went drinking , got himself tattoos , home late , flirt around with girls , mix with the wrong company , got into cases and stuff but he got himself a very sweet girlf and they were tgt for about 2-3yrs but they broke up ( why? - it's not bcos she flirt ard , it's my friend who flirt ard and always bring up breaking up to that girl when she start a quarrel and he'l ignore her and despite all this the girl stil luv him very much even though he flirts ard and the girl will always make time out for him accompany him ard till late nights ton stuff liddat but he din't appreciate it , till one day this girl finds out stuff and the guy threat to break , she finally couldnt take it and grant my friend his 'wish' of breaking up that badly. ) after that girl left she told him this " you will regert that I leave you , maybe not now but nxt time cos I treat you so nicely I luv you so much I endure with all those nonsense you did but you nvr once reflected on yourself Im always there for you let you scold even, and I know you can nvr find somebody like me she emphasis on the 'I can do everything more than other girls who luv you' . " despite this heartbreaking sentence he still thinks he's that great and continued he just said " you think I cant find another girl who is better then you , everywhere on the street , you think I need you? + vuglarities " they ended this conv and my friend went on to army , now , after years , he told me recently he heard some news about her and he missed her he even cried bcos of her and he still rmb the sentence she told him and tell me how nice she used to be and how badly he wants her to have a happy life now , he nvr intend to chase her back cos he said he left her he made her sad he's a bastard and he realised he's wrong and he thinks it's too late cos she has a boyf now , and he's loving+missing her silently and he finally thinks that she's right he shld have treasure her ..............."

maybe you'll find all those lies to

cover up your feeling

but you definitely couldnt hide the

misses towards that him/her.

and I used to hate to let go but now

Finally , I can say BYE.(:

The weather is fcuk-ing HOT !

2010-08-26T17:34:00.005+08:00

If you're wondering what imma doing recently ,

NOTHING MUCH AT ALL :B

slacking all the way , doing some part-time event job thats all.

Anw , will be back to update imma going out sooon!

Hello , baby Dylan ♥ !

2010-08-26T03:29:00.003+08:00

Oh yea , FML seriously .....

2010-08-20T19:56:00.003+08:00

imma drinking like so often this days :/ likea recently.

Pimples are poping like WAH ! Eyebags are like WOW!

Feeling so sick now :'( I needa change , a healthy life-style ~

; Bruises on my arm and hand ,

it's damnit pain lah like I gotten into fights or something liddat!

Then im drunk like twice :'O :O :O

; home late like everyday for th past nights.

Dont feel like typing anym .....................

Alright then my parents are damn angry :/ then haish im like kana ' grounded? '

Oh yea , going to quit my job alrdy or have I quitted? I MIA for weeks lol -.- cos mummy dont want me to work there she said I need something more decent ._. ahhhhh no $_$ alrdy daddy damn fcuk up too :/.

HAISH and dont feel like typing anymore , BYE BLOG :)

XOXO ; XoxO ; xOxO ; XoXo ; xoxo

2010-08-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

There are things in life that will nvr last ,
but the truth is ; you nvr lost them until you let them go.
and it's about choice ; hanging on / holding back / letting go.

& Some things do last if you let them and if they let you.

Lastly , you may have to fight a battle more than once to win it (:

but some times it's nobody that wins......

2010-08-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

Thai disco yestd !

2010-08-19T18:36:00.004+08:00

Fcuk , im drunk for th 2nd time :( like not again -.-
this time round , I've gotten quite afew bruises over my hand and arm :O Pain like aching! HAISH ~ anw first time there I felt WOW :b
and seriously , im broke alrdy #&$(@)!3^ YAWNS ~ :O :O :O

'Ways to not get hurt is to not care , but it's also th hardest thing to do.'
If , one day you finally will feel that things between us/him/her are no longer the same , it's time to slow down your steps and reminisce what you guys once were and how happy you guys used to be
._.

In life everybody have

2010-08-16T04:33:00.001+08:00

an Unspeakable Secret ,

an Irreversible Regret ,

an Unreachable Dream ,

& lastly an Unforgettable Love.

Short Summary Post!

2010-08-11T01:52:00.002+08:00

Sharon's 17th Bday @ West Coast !

Ben's 18th Bday @ Strawberrrry !

Xinyi's 18th Bday @ Haji-lane !

2010-08-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

I'll update later !

Foto's of bday

in my facebooooook ~

Hello ♥.♥

2010-08-07T04:18:00.007+08:00

" Happy Burfday XinYi ♥.♥ ! "

still rmb the times when we were much close and use to have fun tgt.

I nvr failed to disturb you in class/school/anywhere & rmb we bought a coke and throw some mentos inside it and made it explode inside th toilet :b and we use to skip lesson tgt , and you nvr fail to wait for me and wake me up in the morning and ended up late tgt get scolded tgt :) and we nvr failed to cheer each other up, and our bloglink if you rmb I brainstorm it for you cos we both wanted a same same one heh . maybe you forget all this but I nvr :) and maybe now we ain't that close anymore but you'wil still be my that TATA if you felt comfortable talking to me again im fine with it I'll be always there if you need someone to talk to like we used to be :D and Happy bday urh 18 alrdy :) Last long with your boyf! and smileeeeeee , c'ya on monday ! xoxo.

@ SCRUMB ,
and I luv that white-chocolate , it's yummmy (Y)!

It's time for bed now :D

Have been slping damn 'early' recent likea 6am or 7am lol cos I just couldnt get myself to slp , but Im gonna change now ahhhhhhhh I shld slp early and wake up early it's healthier that way yo !

Waking up earlier tmr .......

BYE & GOOODNIGHT ' SWEETDREAMS *

a random thought of mine ,

2010-08-05T05:57:00.003+08:00

A beautiful look without a beautiful heart

is likea toy that is covered with sweet dresses & nice make-up

but it's actual character is made to be a killer , ugly.

Redirecting page........

2010-08-01T22:43:00.003+08:00

' For every minute you feel Sad ,

you lose sixty seconds of Happiness '

(so cheer up cheer up cheer up!)

Meeting bie♥ tmr , it have been likea 1 wk I haven see him (:

Anw , I luv the weather today but I hate that my hands & feets are feeling xtremely cold :b Oh! gettin back to work nxt wk seaweed see me soon see you soon hahah I know you miss'me :b ~ nothing much to update actually ._. urms , benjamin tan bday is coming sooon , xinyi bday too* Aww when is my turn :( I confirm I have to wait for 2months more haish ~ and im going thai on nov kay like again lol :) and I nearly forget this I wna get my baby-purple nail polish soon !! Thats all , going out ltr (Y).

Byexzs :D Sleep Early , Goodnight *

2010-07-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

我忍着痛向天空呼喊

你不要走 , 你听见了吗?

Oh sleeeping early tonight ' Yaaaawnnnns ~ :O

Bye !

Heeelloooooo Heeeellooooooo

2010-07-14T20:39:00.001+08:00

Wooah finally , I change my blogskin after like so long (: and I think I like this . Shall stick to it. And I've totally forgotten that I have to eat my dinner while im doing this ~ (: Anw , I just rmbed this I haven collect my Beauty Therapy Cert -.- ! Kay , nth much alrdy. Im gonna go have my dinner alrdy and yea , thats all.

Sea-Advantage!

2010-07-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

When me & her fall into th same boat ,
we tried to stay alive , paddling ~
and I seriously thinks that Paul is cool .

LOL , I wonder whether can I catch Paul in the sea :D!
If I can catch I confirm will ask him help you predict eh boyf .
then we kill him and eat , fried sotong :)
* Yummy Yummy *
" 喜欢上却对以前的那一个留念 "

I'missyou.

2010-07-12T19:06:00.001+08:00

( She's my boyf :b )

Met up with boyf on ..... (:

imm so sry :( you waited for me abt 1 hr @ Town.

Went to Bishan - Amk for dinner ~

( He's weeleng :b )

Went home to change and went out again .

To Kevin hse , played mahjong lol :)

( Oh , anw he's Ben. )

The next day , went to Plaza sing to meet :

Weeleng Karen Ben Ca Jasmine & we intended to catch th movie " Despicable me " but not enuff space for 6 so we dint watch then went to eat lunch , then Ben & Ca went off first .

So Jas me Karen Wl went to Scape park to eat lol :)

After that , wl & karen went of left me & jas we walked over to 313 to shop awhile ,

then went to meet wl @ cityhall mrt , then headed over to Clementi to look for Ben =.= and bad experience lol Ben shouted at me LOLS :( then went to wl hse then to tiong to look for Ca , then home :).

" Some how when I come across some of my friends , I will see how sweet they're with their girlf/boyf , sometimes alittle quarrel but stil their r/s is so strong or some of them will have sweet flings , sweet girlf / boyf , and I felt happy for them but when I turn and look back at myself - Im always ending up with either th wrong guy the bad ones or the one that treats me likea dirt? Idk why? and mine is always so short story it comes and go like nobody business , I wondered why. When is my turn to get a good one seriously :( I also want a sweet boyf a good r/s :) how I wish hahahhah. "

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE !

2010-07-08T17:44:00.004+08:00

Today is a boring day ._.

Imm still coughing :(

SHAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ~

I , open your conv

wanted to talk to you ._.

but I close it , cos ......

2010-07-06T16:25:00.005+08:00

"If you ever need me ,

I'll be there to stay with'u."

Sigh , Im so unlucky ._. like seriously! Im coughing non-stop and my voice (Y) lols :b siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn , watching tv [: Everybody started school alrdy I shld look for a part-time job and kill-time I hope I dont leave the job like asap (x . Bye!

...........

2010-07-02T04:58:00.004+08:00

Seriously ,
Im glad I ditched you :)
Cos as what I can see , I ditched you yestd and you keep ask me why and seriously I felt that your looks is not up to expectation and lastly , you got yourself a new girl less than 24hrs . (Y) Thumbs Up for you , you made me felt disgusted. You and Your Shit :D! and luckily I dont even like you and luckily I nvr went out with you after the 2nd time HENG.
Yuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks ~

2010-07-01T05:22:00.001+08:00

Raining Heavily Now ,
" i cant slp idk why ._.
Then th best damn thing is im afraid of thunder and it's striking so loudly :( :( "
Sigh ..........................

2010-06-30T19:26:00.001+08:00

Love the One who Puts You in Priority ,

Stick with the One Who You think they're Really Worth ,

Give up the Ones who you think Doesn't Worth it.

Damn sia ._. I dont like you , I seriously dont like you.

you could do a thousand thing say a million word, I stil wont like you (:

If you see this (Y) dont think too much , dont ask me text you leh spoil my reputation only I wont text you one lah seriously is like for what sia if you want you text me and it's up to me whether I wna reply anot!

BYE so lame sia (:

Ohhhh Wheeeeeesss ~

2010-06-26T06:39:00.009+08:00

" HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CA ! "

Finally hor ~ :D Happy only ah you (Y) !

Oh Yes , got my nails done ! Purple ~ :D luv it.

Initially , I wanted a pink one but ....

(anybody knows where to get any pink glitter?)

Just nw tht soccer match Chile V Spain quite afew of you guys win'yea , happy for you all ! Anw , the England & Germany ._. who wil win tell me! tell me! 630+am now, Im feeling abit tired but I dont feel like slping Idk why and whats wrong with me nowadays~ :/ Recently I've been sucha goodgirl , Im staying at home mostly (Y) but kinda lazy to online as usual , as for tday Im staying at home cas I cnt go out LOL (x bored ~ Imm gonna tuck into my blankets now :)!

Bye , goodnight to me , goodmorning to you*

2010-06-23T09:31:00.005+08:00

" They told me you've got yourself,

a new girl . "

2010-06-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

" BabyTravisBirthdayCake! (: "

._______.

Yestd father day , celeb @ home , tonight 2nd round.

my daddy happy only ah :) I LUV MY FATHER(Y)!

Dinner tonight with daddy,mummy,gor!

+ Im going over to xin hse tonight ~

gonna bring my big baby winnie over if not I dont think I could slp well , she said she's gonna torture him tonight I hope not lols ~ Oh yea damn piss-off man, my fone wtf , whenever I uses FB it will auto shut down -.- idk what happen.

Oh ._. Gor's home with his friend they wna play Dota ,

cant use my com or his laptop anym so! i'll be back to update maybe at night!

LUV !

Happy Father Day !

2010-06-20T18:27:00.001+08:00

( He Is My Brother! )

I'mmmmm damn bored since dk what time!

Yawns , and Im sick =.= like again!

Damnit sore-throat , flu ~

Pimples is poping out like mad :(

I needa get more rest , tons of slp........

" You seems like a foreign to me now ,

youre no-longer what I once knew. "

That Familiar Scent.

2010-06-20T04:33:00.001+08:00

Pass few days back while I was in bus ,I saw somebody familiar like somebody I known before , I looked at him for quite awhile and he looked back awkwardly , he's like somebody real familiar I wanted to ask him is he that person but was too shy as I was alone ._. & after this few days Im really sure that he's somebody I know if I get to see him again I'll definitely ask !

TODAY ,
went to Gor's friend Chalet with him & his friends it's Jaron Son Travis 1 year old birthday! (: The cake is damn cute (Y) it's a blue one with mickey(3D) & barney(3D) cartoon characters on it. After that went home ard 10+ .......

"喜欢微笑"

Nights , nights , nights!

Fcuk I accidently dlte what I just type , again now!

2010-06-18T03:07:00.000+08:00

Hey ,

out tday met up with my long-lost Karen!

She came to Tiong to meet me , down to Town then walked ard she got herself some tops :) walk ard and intended to go Tiong for dinner but instead went to Chinatown to look for Wl.co went to 139 drink/pool/sing! Then homed ~

" A Little Extra for you.

Dont 've to say Thanks for anything actually ,

you're my bestf in the first place bfor we're that dear to each other when we were in sec1 in the younger days it's just that we drifted apart for a period of time, it's over alrdy dont care anymore! Whats important is the future eh (: HAA! We can stil be like last time ah no problem eh (Y) and yes, I'l be ard from tday onwards like how it used to be last time dont feel shy to talk to me or stuffs & you think too much I've nvr forgotten you this friend bfore (: I still rmb hw childish we used to be in class LOL. Anw , you know I know everything will be fine :D I'l be ard til old (Y)! Luv* "

TIME FOR BED BED BED BED

Anw , how's the match tonight? (:

2010-06-16T20:15:00.003+08:00

Pay The Price , I found out why, The fact that I was supposed to know in the first place , I felt like a true fool pondering over so much for what. Im not upset about it neither am I going to pour over it , I just realise something , you made me conclude you as a bastard. And all along I've nvr gotten myself another guy, fyi pls do not jump to any conclusion of yours.

Yestd was awesome ,
went out with mum in the noon for lunch and NTUC -.-
after that went home and Im supposed to meet CA.co @5pm but I fallen aslp , woke up roughly bout 7+ and the best thing is he nvr-give-up de call me went to prepare and hurried out to meet 'em , mahjong(Y) played 3rounds I won twice (:
After that went down to westcoast , CA cousin hse with BK/ Kai/YS/CA , played with the dog and rabbits ! :D Happy then ard 1+ am CA cousin drove over to pick WL up at his hse , went for supper YUMMY Im atrociously hungry man! Then went back to his hse after that , played xbox watched soccer & fcuk NKO for scoring 1 -.- then sang K till morning ~ (:
And I think Im kinda sway , while I was walking home it started to pour heavily and Im awfully drenched!
I , JUST LUV IT WHEN IT RAIN .

Result for a test

2010-06-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2010-06-15T04:20:00.002+08:00

Appreciate the facts of nature,

It's rainning heavily now, quite sudden but I like (Y) ! It's pouring loudly outside ,and i'm watching the heavy droplets pattering on my windowpane how I wish it would stay like this the whole night. Dazed for a moment I'm reminded of some previous mermories , I wondered , if everything were still the same how will it be like.

I'm going to tuck into my blankets now!

It's just some rehab's.

2010-06-12T02:03:00.004+08:00

如果每滴眼泪可以

交换我一定会换一个.....?

" Cant change anything after whats done,

Cant chase any previous moments back this is reality

but there's always a second chance to try out

Like what it used to say , you nvr try you'll nvr know.

Or perharps you could do things to mend that patch back

there's always a way to things , nvr regert after the 2nd try

you shld regert if you nvr ever tried , smile. "

Time for bed now , PC Show tmr.

2010-06-07T03:59:00.001+08:00

不要问我哭过了没,

因为超人不能流眼泪.

( Randomly, " Never regert anything bcos at one time it was exactly what you wanted. " and for things that doesnt last it doesn't mean it's not worth your while. The best thing in life are unseen thats why we close our eyes when we kiss , cry & dream. Lastly , Laughter is not always the best medicine sometimes its just the best disguise , dont expose somebody who's pretending cos you'll nvr understand hw bad it feels to pretend , maybe the Happiest person ard you may be feeling awful but they just chose to cry alone and wanted to keep everything safely to themself , you'll nvr know. )

Woah ,This was like 1 yr back? [:

Eh ~ Thats not the issue!

I MISSS PRAWNING COS I LUV PRAWNING.

I WNA FLY KITES TOO ~ Anybody ?

Anw , it's late alrdy , bedtime * Nights~

eh eh eh !

2010-06-05T17:21:00.001+08:00

WAH LAU EH ~~~

im damn bored bored bored now ,

watched the drama for 5hrs alrdy! :O

Gor is taking his nap daddy is outside with his friend -.- and daddy friend son came over , sigh im kinda sleepy lols! im gonna take a nap sooon ._. feeling kinda hungry now :/ sian ~

bye! i'll be updating regularly ~

Pridefulness

2010-06-05T03:59:00.000+08:00

Backkkkkkk.

:D it's rainning just now , caught in the rain!

Oh yea I said im gonna sleep early tonight ._. it's nearly 4am shit ~ Yawns im going to bed sooon. Finally , got a drama from caien gonna watch it tmr so i'll be unavaible til next wk. Bed time now!

NIGHTS LUV*

If ,

I could stop the time that wil be great.

Sucha Coincidences that day!

2010-06-04T15:21:00.001+08:00

Town in the evening with boyf after her school yestd (Y) !

Dint really shopped sad to say nothing much got myself a top + a dress but the other time with caien we got quite alot of tops + shorts [: Im gonna clear my closet ltr on it look so MessyMessyMessy!

Weedy coming over to my place ltr on , Karen spammed my fone in the morning ._.(Y)

Damn , slept ard 4plus yestd woke up ard 12plus , my eyes damn swollen and dry I needa slp earlier tonight & where's CAIENCAIENCAIEN wna get the drama from her ,

Im seriously gonna MIA til next wk gonna stay at home whole day cos I like :D Anw, I watched Kung Fu Panda from HBO channel yestd [: damn funneh! Laugh ~ + I changed my fone some contacts are gone i'll try to you know get it back [:

Alrights , bye , Im going to Vivo to look for meiling [:

And Boyf , I'll upload the rest of the photos ltr sry luv!

I'll be back at night to update , stay tune xoxo*

2010-05-25T16:58:00.002+08:00

All Along ,
I kept on telling myself it's time to let go it's time for everything to stop and everybody tried to brainwash me , I heard so much negative things about you but I dint put anything to heart but am I wrong? and you were the first guy after J that I felt really comfortable with but Im rather clueless what happen that it made us fall apart and I clearly knows that Im not your anybody from the start but at least a why you ain't talking to me anymore. After you , Idk why I couldnt like anybody else it's always your mermories that flashers thru . IMY so much afterall........
I miss the days when we were closer and having fun tgt no doubt I treated you hot &cold but you did that to me too , I miss the day you waited for me in school til you’ve gastric pain + the little silly things you always used to tease me and make me smile and your smile will always cheer me up and rmb you told me this “ you say you love me you say you miss me but your heart is always not with me “ maybe you were just kidding with me by saying that but at that time I wanted to tell you my heart is with you but im just afraid that you’re just toying around with me but now if I have the chance again i'll definitely tel you my heart is always with you and I nvr wanted to let you walk away I want everybody to see me with you , and maybe you have forgotten about what we used to share how much we have gone thru but I have not and I saw your nick your fb that time you sounded sad I wanted to ask why but I dint ,perharps you just treated me as somebody closer then friend and most probably it’s just me who’s been thinking too much all along I dont wna be seen like a pest.( Do you know why I dint call or text you daily , it's bcos I know you wil contact me first and I like it when you're looking for me , I wanted to make the first move first but Im just so shy to do it but when Im trying to build up my courage you weren't here anym. ) Now, Your no-longer by myside but I just wna tell you Your presence was the greatest thing , Your daily calls were the sweetest tone on my fone , and after xmas ,new year countdown I went down to meet you even though it's with the others but Im glad too cos you were the first guy I like that I spend those days with I nvr once spend those days with J, and when you told your friend im your girlf I felt totally sweet but I guess it's just a tease from you , after you left I tried to figure out a why to my questions I asked my friends they said you just treated me like a toy and I concluded that too but Idk why I just cant put you down let everything go ignore you cas I think I like you, and now I dont hope for anything but I just wna know " are you alright now , got everyday go school? ni kai xin mah? " , anyw im glad we were once that close and you shld have somebody you like already bah. Maybe you will feel that Im very irritating by saying all this but do you know by typing this I felt so thick skin :( and I guess you feel like scolding me now and lastly , you taught me something I wil always rmb , dont assume must ask and I like it when you were frustated when I assumed things which ain't true but it's over already , I know ._.
Anyw , maybe you will know im talking about you or maybe not or maybe you dont even read my blog anym but it doesnt matter cas I just wna write it down on my own accord , and ni yao kai xin yin wei ni kai xin jiu hao! :D

" If you still care , you will know what to do. "

Everything will be alright , maybe not today but eventually.

2010-05-22T03:57:00.000+08:00

Time for bed.

Goodnight sweetdreams♥

2010-05-21T00:10:00.003+08:00

PAINTBALL (Y)

._. Skipped work today , im seriously ill.

Actually Im only having muscle cramp but now dont know what happened ledded on cough / fever but fever has somehow subsided abit , i'll be back to work tmr :D and I've been slping thru the whole day! Hope I'l get well sooooooooon ~

I told myself to be strong,

& Im a strong girl .

Even if I've tears rolling off my cheeks

Even when Im facing problems which I couldn't handle well

Even if one day I fall badly

Even if everything fall apart

Even if I've nothing left

I'll be able to hide away and say I'M FINE.
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2010-05-18T15:28:00.003+08:00

Hey, mister mister !

Happy bday siti [:

& Seriously , i love golden retiever(Y).

For as much as I tease,

This affection may be temporary.

I lied to avoid ,

2010-05-12T00:35:00.001+08:00

If you think so , I just got nothing to say or tell. Your question struck me and it made me felt stuck your direct approach just made me wordless/clueless it's just so sudden nothing came to my mind after that ._. Afteral , I just treated you as a close-friend of mine as simple as that I dint mean anything previously. I made it clear once and dint wna made it clear twice cas I dont know what to say I just felt like avoiding and I know Im a bastard for doing that you can blame me. Even if you wont I still hope that we can be friend , it's better this way cas you know i know you dont suit me i dont suit you.
Gooooooodnight , friend .

" 讓想念,不要再唱,不再傷"

Funneh lo (Y)

2010-05-10T14:56:00.005+08:00

Yestd - Happy Mother Day! Bought mummy a red carnation......
Today's my off day , going out later. Tired to the max man ._. Pimples poping like popcorn ( non-stop ) awww! Anw immmm hungry now ): & yea , weather damn hot ah drink more water try to stay indoor ((:

Oh , Alright ...... I think I wna be a Kindergarden Tcher , most probably.
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"I'll always find out some facts about them no matter how much I feel like avoiding , somethings are meant to be and some are not meant to be. I wont cry anymore cas Im stronger than what you think for now. Im no longer that little girl who cry for things , i'll keep everything to my heart , seriously I could say - nothing matters to me anymore. It's either a let go situation or a cry-away situation or even a hold on situation . Im tired already. I dont know what happen just don't feel like talking much recently , colder than bfore. Bye ~"

Going to find things eat and out I go ........

Stay tune , i'll be back tonight *

._.

2010-05-07T01:03:00.001+08:00

Neither A Pawn nor a Toy , my lousy character I know , im sorry.

Today weather damn hot today weather damn cold today weather windy today weather abit moody , rmb to drink more water . & seriously , im rather lazy to blog :O Anw! Happy Belated Bday Adeline Gf ♥. & my days recently have not been " lifeless " somehow not bad hahahahahaha. Waiting for somebody to finish bathing tsk! :D tmr gotta work pray hard I can wake up on time ~ and mother day is coming real sooon eh! Present hunt for your mum like asap ah , say you luv her too(Y) ! dont tell me you dont luv your mum heh :B finally , im going to " on the phone " then sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep ! tired :( my eye dont know why today not happy abit swollen ._. haishxsszszsxxsz ~

Nights , sweetdreams ~

" It's not you thats not good , it's me thats not the right one for you. "

saw your msn nick - idk what I can do or say and its al my fault.

i'm willing to be your friend anytime when you're ready.

2010-04-28T03:41:00.007+08:00

Hello , kinda busy recently so no blog long long :D ahahaha! Anw today & tmr off (Y) Went to hospital in the noon til around 730 cabbed home and prepare to go out again , movies with Jx & Wl then we caught the movie Rec2 (M18) ohkay only lo, not really very nice [: then homed , Jx starting school tmr boyf jiayou* Kay then work not bad not bad , so couple-tee with girlf that day. then one particular day she took out a driving-handbook saw this quite interesting

( Animals , slow down . ) Laugh :B then she started revising for her test tmr , ended up cant wake up so dint manage to take ,

im taking mine after my bday :D happy!

then I randomly painted my nails real red O.O
and for now , Im looking for a song that I've been searching for quite a period of time -.- shall try my luck today see whether I heng not :) ( searching in progreessssssss .... ) & I just found out something , not bad huh dint know that al along . & Im carving for some popcorns now! :( + I stil couldnt decide which fone I wna get , HD mini HTC Legend or HTC Touch Diamond2 . Eeeek time for bed already , my dark eye ring is like o-m-f-g gg.com ! dammit......

NIGHTS !

a little xtra for you,

痛的, 疯的, 伤的,哭的.

Recently , I've not been doing anything much xcept work. So quite no-life liddat, thinking of opening back my fb but aiya dont feel like wna create a Twitter but lazy damn me seriously, i wonder when wil I kick my lazy habit away , so im rather lazy to online thats why nvr update. Blame it on Lazy ._. Push blame! :P Kay &
I very very long nvr see dao my girlfs liao especially my beauty friends. Anw somebodies bday coming real sooon..... [:
" ws, sry is al I could say. "
@ Stay tune for my next updates♥!

2010-04-20T02:28:00.001+08:00

Today , mummy bought donut's for breakfast (Y) ! then went off to work .

Anw , time to sleep nights!

:(

2010-04-19T02:40:00.001+08:00

" Stil very sick , doesnt seems to be getting well soon. Shit! " went to work tday , girlf brought me to th taxi stand , cabbed home as i'm not feeling well :'( giddy sweats cold hands TERRIBLE FEELING :O! Oh yea , got a top from PRAISE for my friend hope you'll like it , passing to him tmr (: Just got off the phone , time check - 233! gotta sleep already .

Carving for Ice-Cream now DAMN*

NIGHTS NIGHTS NIGHTS !

Tears Like Razorblades - Sharp Pain

2010-04-17T02:41:00.013+08:00

" HAPPY 18TH BDAY EDWARD / HAPPY BELATED 18TH BDAY JUNJIE ! "Stil Sick :/My sore throat is getting from worse to bad O.O Gosh when wil I be recovering , asap kay? Anw Im rather happy recently even though Im sick , so many pple come & visit me when Im working (Y). Weeleng bought me Ruffles chips Rated ★★★ Junjie bought me a bag of gummies Rated ★★★& I've been munching on snacks basically everyday w/o fail from the First day I started work , so I guess I'll take a little more time to recover , sore throat is killing -.-v COUGH* Awwwww, as for tday OFF , so went to meet Shar after her school , went to bugis then to trim my hair then home , can't go jj's bbq ._. sorry. OPPPS!

It's gonna pour heavily soooon , thunder thunder heard it , Pearlyn scared Thunder )x anybody reading my blog now? 've you close your window , check check & rmb to cover blankets when you're sleeping , it's gonna be a cold cold night.

" i'll always leave a space for you , if you were to come back , again. " i'm , that silly :)! Anw nights nights nights nights nights ~ Luv *

我看透了他的心.

2010-04-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

" I know I'll be fine sooon! "

Tday is my Off-day,
awwwwwww having fever + sore throat eat too much tibits & snacks already mainly everyday :o! Jolyn came over to tiong in the afternoon & she spam call me to wake me up lol , pass her things and bought my Pink nail polish then went back home to sleep, meeting my friend later waiting for them to arrive and Im feeling sleepy already ._. SHIT* And , I think Im getting HTC Diamond2 instead (:

( Opps , I forgotten this - )

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MICKEY!

Draw me/you a Smiley!

2010-04-05T01:30:00.008+08:00

" I'm checking into rehab 'everything that we used

to had didn't mean a thing to you.......... everything you mentioned I supposed its obviously ain't me , disappointed , i thought we were getting closer , yet , that bcom a actually. "

TODAY,

Adeline's off day!

went work alone & home alone siol , nothing much just feeling very tired and sleepy now......... needa sleep asap! & ws back from M'sia , yeesssaaaaaa* HAA he went pub with his friend tonight dint tag along cas I can't go & I'm all stuck at home now , fcuk it , work tmr . So weeleng have been rather moody this few days due to some problems & Pearlyn says
" Tmr will always be a better day , dont be afraid to fall cas you'll definitely stand back right up again , right . "